I've decided that writing is a little, no scratch that...a lot like exercising after a hiatus. It's been on my list. It's been on my mind and especially in my heart. I have been through a myriad of emotions since Talon has joined our family and I have done the opposite of what I did when Paxton was born. I found I am just unable to write. Tonight though, I think I am ready. I have four children. Four BOYS! There was so much talk of having a girl while I was pregnant, that I think I was partially brainwashed. I truly believed he was a girl until the moment I saw his boy parts to which I burst into laughter. The whole room actually erupted in laughter when we saw it was another boy. Sheer, joyous, belly laughing laughter. As he lays here beside me now I cannot imagine having a girl. Talon fits so seamlessly into our family I can barely remember life before him. ***************** I remember being in the hospital drowning myself in every single moment with him.