Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I'm Still Here...

Gosh, it's been far to long.  So much has happened since I last wrote.  Aside from going through some things emotionally, we have had the flu bug run through each of our children  and managed in the midst of that to have a very amazing 1 year birthday party for our miracle boy.

I have so much to catch up on.  Tonight I finished all the bookkeeping for our company and the boys seem to be on the mend. I am waiting on photos from our dear friend Rayna who volunteered her time to come and take pictures of Paxtons party.  Things are slowly falling back into place. I am taking some time for myself and working through this past year with some help.  Now that things have slowed down some, the reality of it all seems to be setting in. The auto pilot that I have been running on for the past 365 days is taking a break and the recollection of it all, the reality of it all and the emotional trauma ( and yes it was actual trauma, that has been confirmed ; ) of it all is hitting home.

Once the pics come in I will be sure to post them. In the mean time I am going to bed early these days.  Trying to give a little t.l.c  to my soul. Don't give up on me, I'll be back. Just taking a much needed vaca from it all and letting it filter out for now.

I'll be back later in the week.

Night all!


~Jamie Kubeczka~ said...

Glad your back! Can't wait to see pictures from Paxton's 1st birthday!

Neha said...

You so much need the rest and peace. Take care!

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